Learning is a Drug

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to learn, and continue to learn endlessly? As well as that you feel disappointment that you will not be able to learn what you want at anytime you want? The difficulty of studying for your career, while studying for your hobbies is a tedious obstacle. One always prioritizes over the other since time is limited and cannot be recycled for another time. I have this strong conscious that limits me from pursuing my hobby. I want to work on my art, yet a voice in my head tells me that there is a report that must be finished, or an exam that must be studied for. Each of these little voices always tell me to close flash before I even start working on something. As much as I want to, I cannot. Well technically I can, but I won't.

Also, I'm on a busy schedule that is why I haven't uploaded anything. College, its a full time job.